Entries this day: bye-bye-grouchy

bye bye grouchy

(written 19:15 Saturday 11 November 2023 JST)

I remember exactly when and where I last punched my brother. He went down flat after I punched him in the lower back. I was shocked at my anger. I was so happy when he leapt up ready to fight back. I calmed him down and never hit him again.

Tonight I lost my shit and yelled at my acquaintence who kept talking when I wanted her to stfu. I had already requested a few times, but still while in character. I hope/trust she's okay, especially given she said she was and she understood and it was good for her to see it.

I had a talk with myself afterward: brother, you need to cut that shit out.