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ISIS32

9:39am JST Thursday 7 January 2010 (day 14533)

Rebecca paced fingertips on belly again, and immedialtely recalled being trapped under rubble in China having wanted to be vulnerable to my family but just working hard and making them work too hard and didn't go into that too much but feeling the craving to be vulnerable and how it gets confused with sexuality and feeling the creative power of connection with infinite energy and there's something blocking it society wrapped around a little it inside that wants to keep me from sharing the infinite with everyone who's open to experiencing their own infinite power.

Feeling he huge charge and wanting release and not wanting to let go or lose it, I ust want to hug and hug and share and love and thank you thank you.

It's been suggested that ejaculation wastes lefe energy. I can certainly imagine so, as ejaculation has often put me to sleep at night. I wonder if I can simply sit with the energy and not release it wastefully.

Work

8:49pm JST Thursday 7 January 2010 (day 14533)

We shifted completely off the old system so our new site lives at www instead of new. *luckily*, I had what I liked calling, "the last existing visit to the old site," and clicked on all of its links to make sure they refreshed to the correct URLs on the new system. And I do mean *all* of them, including the ads. Alfonzo did an excellent job of keeping all the old links working, actually in the apache .htaccess file. It took a lot of itme to craft all of them, but he did it.

Anyway, through my link checking, htaccess did its job perfectly, but someone hadn't made certain the DB records on the old system stayed in sync with the new DB. They were out of sync in a couple of places that I found before I had to go to my lesson with Yurika. Fortunately, though there were a few more, it was all cleaned up enough that Alfonzo said I didn't need to go *back* to work at 8:30.

yay!

Yurika lesson

8:57pm JST Thursday 7 January 2010 (day 14533)

Yurika and I had a good lesson as usual. We looked at her transcription of the English portions of a weekly conversation available online. It's called Cross Cultural Seminar, featuring a guy who I like to call ѽÀèÀ¸, and Susan Iwamoto. According to Yurika, they have over 100 more weeks' worth of material available. We just did episode 37, and our next lesson will be in 3 weeks, so I imagine they'll be two weeks farther ahead.

soness is home

9:01pm JST Thursday 7 January 2010 (day 14533)

Yay! Soness is home from Thailand! (at first I had written Tailand)

I'm on the train headed home and will see her soon!

yay Soness!

8:44am JST Friday 8 January 2010 (day 14534)

Got to drink tea and hug chat with Soness until she fell asleep against the couch. She's so cute!! She told me all about her adventures in Thailand, and I'm so proud of her growth. She's improved from level 5 climbing to level 6-B! (I think!) It was a grand accomplishment for her, repeatedly climbing to higher heights, including solo swimming climb!

Her biceps are definitely larger, and she's got some new back musculature, the name for which I've forgotten, if I ever knew. Basically that connect from under shoulder blades down around to ribs, or something.

She met a guy named ¥¤¥¦¥¸ (sp) who may come to Chigasaki in July during his travels. He's in Nepal now. "Speaking of July," I said, I might be leaving Chez Soness in August, depending on scheduling for PB and Clairvision. Soness said, "I don't want you to go.." Oh mate, I don't want to go either. I love Soness so much. But I gotta follow my dreams. After caressing her hair for some 20 minutes or so I fell asleep for a bit as well. Then sent her off to bed around 2:30am.