Entries this day: GG

GG

2:31am JST Saturday 31 January 2009 (day 14192)

After a great conversation with Carrie via facebook chat, catching up on 10 years of incommunicado, I met Ami in Shibuya at Hachiko and then Maruan and then Kyoko, and we all went to Bikini for a few expensive bites to eat and then to Krispy Kreme for a few sweet bites to eat after visiting JD, Juvenile Delinquent.

During the night, I was a bit different-acting towards Ami, and she picked up on it, and called me as I was arriving home. "How is our relationship?"

That was at 11:30pm. Basically 3 hours spent on the phone with me saying I don't want to work very hard to communicate, though I think communication is quite important in a relationship. And that I don't want to change Ami, but I don't want her to drink nor watch TV. And I don't want to live with her, but I want to move to another country. And though I don't want to throw away our relationship outright, I'd like to take a break. She says she can't do that, so asked that we continue. I'm pretty sure that was not my cue to say "okay," which I did, okay? Probably should have said sorry charlie, but didn't. This situation reminds me a lot of my last months (and by last months I mean last 18 months) with Hitomi.

9:47am JST Saturday 31 January 2009 (day 14192)

I was going to name this entry DD, for Delightful (conversation with Carrie) and Dreadful (conversation with Ami), but I used GG, writing "Great" for Carrie and not being able to remember what word I had chosen for Ami.... Oh.. wrong letter.