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Bleeding Sun

10:51am JST Sunday 9 March 2008 (day 13864)

Bleeding Sun: Discover the future of virtual reality by Samuel Sagan = best book ever.

good cry

11:19pm JST Sunday 9 March 2008 (day 13864)

Ami was asking about buying a new TV and I was like, "I hate TV" and the conversation devolved into, "yeah I don't really want kids either," and then to "I have no clue what I want; I'm a loser."

Then she was like, "well I *do* want kids, so why are we together?"

Then she was like, "yo G, no matter what you do, you gotta make some money,"

And I was like, "no I don't; I've got my bike; I'm cool."

And she was like, "you gots to stop this bike-life idea,"

And that triggered a flood of tears after I was like, "dude; I broke my shoulder on my bike; that's the only reason I stopped," when I realized how much I really loved that journey and want to do it again and just started bawling, "I could be on my bike right now," (well it is a bit late; I'd be sleepin' for the night) and just cried and cried.

Then something switched after a bit and she was like, "so what are some things you want to do?"

And we wrote a bunch of dreams on a big piece of paper to put on the wall.