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tired

8:39pm JST Sunday 19 December 2004

I'm not as tired as I've ever been, but I can tell that I shouldn't let Hitomi stay in my room tonight; I won't be very amicable (if that's the right word to describe what I won't be) and I just need to take care of myself.

We met after my work and studied at Saizeria, and then rode Mimibike to my place. As I was falling asleep at Saizeria, I was like, "is it okay if you don't sleep at my house tonight?" Wow; how polite can one be?

She was a bit sad I think, but okay overall. Right *now* is the critical moment; I'm typing and about to go to sleep; she is waiting for me to do something, it seems.

Good night.

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She asked if she could stay and talk for just 10 more minutes. I responded very sleepily to everything, and she left after a couple minutes.

I cried after she left. Not all of me wanted her to go.