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Entries this day: first-lesson good-time-in-japanese-class soml-of-sorts 日本語を勉強しました first lesson 12:23 Wednesday 03 June 2015 JSTToday is my first lesson with TEM in Lazona. Apparently low level so I brought Side by Side. 14:14Lesson went well I think, but she said 難しい instead of 楽しかった so I hope she enjoyed it! permalinkgood time in japanese class 22:43 Wednesday 03 June 2015 JSTJust attended Japanese class in 80's Cafe. It's the third time リサさん has attended, and the third time I've sat next to her. I like her piercings and smile. :-) Today she asked me if it rained much in Houston, and I showed her the pictures of recent flooding there. I actually didn't really know just how bad (and quickly) it flooded. wow. I hope everyone is okay, though I know flood damage suuucckks. A lot of other students saw the photos and were like, oh shit! Today I wrote a few new sentences.
soml of sorts 12:26 Wednesday 03 June 2015 JSTState of my life address
It's the beginning of the month and I happen to have written to my old i-group: Yesterday while walking through Ebisu, who should I see, but E; what a surprise! We had a nice chat and I thought it was high time for a group check-in. Lin and I are married, living in Kawasaki. We have no kids, but we have a cat! Lin's super busy with work, enjoying her job as a real estate agent. She's off today, and we just had a heart-to-heart discussion about the challenges of juggling career and relationship. At the end of the discussion we agreed it's a struggle and worth it to persevere. I'm working a variety of jobs teaching English and programming websites and apps with the goal of making passive income. About once per month, I've been attending ET Contact events... basically using meditation and consciousness to invite benevolent extra terrestrial intelligent beings to engage in mutually beneficial dialogue. We haven't really "met ET" yet, but have heard and seen some interesting anomalous sounds and lights. In my free time, I must say I've been mostly attached to my computer, sometimes for too many hours at a time! Part of that goes to creating mazes for my website https://www.amazeaweek.net/, but a lot of it goes down the proverbial tubes, watching cat videos and porn (not at the same time). Some of my time wasting is due to not taking care of myself when Lin is working long hours. I judge I need to learn to take care of myself a bit better. Sometimes I miss having a partner with whom I can speak easily. Lin and I use English, but she's self taught, and has a few rough spots. I feel sadness/anger if I judge I'm not being heard, so when she can't understand me, it's a nice opportunity for me to be aware of those feelings. On the golden side, I've started studying Japanese to help a bit with communication, though it's a challenging language (as you may know)! Studying Japanese also helps me feel joy (what's the opposite of shame?); I feel/felt some shame each time I tell people how long I've been in Japan (12 years) and how terrible my Japanese language still is (but getting better step by step). permalink日本語を勉強しました 12:28 Wednesday 03 June 2015 JSTThere are probably errors in the Japanese notes below!
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